A lot of things happen for a reason. sometimes it's for the best, sometimes it's for the worse.
I finally realized that what i said earlier about how friends come and go is totally legit.
I went through my phonebook & there was no one i could call anymore.
It is pretty sad. but i dont mind really. my independent life has grown stronger?
being anti social is bad, yet it helps me pull things through.
my memories of good/bad times zoomed into my head today. I shed some tears... but no more. there will be no more tears coming out of these eyes. no more indeed.
I may be somewhat "sour" about "friends" right now. but soon i will discover that there is no one in this world that will help me or do me good/harm to me other than my own self.
i give up. i totally surrender. i dont know what to do anymore.
*sigh*
Sunday, May 31, 2009
Tuesday, May 26, 2009
Day 26?
I think summer is getting better!
I have more things to do:
1. make food instead of fast food (made spaghetti yesterday - I'm modeling on a friend haha)
2. exercise - play tennis, YOGA! jog/run
3. hang out with friends. there's only a couple of people who i usually hang out with. the others are either too busy w/ school or it's awkward to hang out with them now.
well tmr is my first day of work. so i dont know what's gonna happen after today!
i'm reading a book, but it's not working out with my laziness. so it is slowly being read.
my summer is not that exciting as others but im content. i want to do more, but if it doesnt happen then it doesnt. so whatever.
hmm... friends. like i said before, they come and go. some are there forever, but most are not. i feel like the ones i still talk to will be the ones that would be in my life forever, but im still in colllege... things will change! there is one, that has made me feel every emotion you can name! a special one. that's all for now...
I have more things to do:
1. make food instead of fast food (made spaghetti yesterday - I'm modeling on a friend haha)
2. exercise - play tennis, YOGA! jog/run
3. hang out with friends. there's only a couple of people who i usually hang out with. the others are either too busy w/ school or it's awkward to hang out with them now.
well tmr is my first day of work. so i dont know what's gonna happen after today!
i'm reading a book, but it's not working out with my laziness. so it is slowly being read.
my summer is not that exciting as others but im content. i want to do more, but if it doesnt happen then it doesnt. so whatever.
hmm... friends. like i said before, they come and go. some are there forever, but most are not. i feel like the ones i still talk to will be the ones that would be in my life forever, but im still in colllege... things will change! there is one, that has made me feel every emotion you can name! a special one. that's all for now...
Wednesday, May 20, 2009
Day 20 (SUMmer)
Ok. So far things or should i say summer has been boring yet fun at the same time. I mean what can you expect? I can't have "fun" days everyday... I know I've made the biggest mistake of my life and that is playing WoW... This is so far what I've been doing all summer or more like for the past week. The sun has come. & right now, I am in my car typing this while cleaning my car... I think it's time to go back and clean. Will be back after.
ok so it has been another day wasted. next week i would have to go to work. truly have no life then.
ok so it has been another day wasted. next week i would have to go to work. truly have no life then.
Friday, May 1, 2009
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