THis is hella old.
http://lil-shy-azn-gurl.xanga.com/ (<---never using this site again)
well guys. time to stop blogging on here.
i will move to a different place.
im done with this place.
you guys dont wanna listen to me whine about my life.
it is the lame life.
nothing special.
well good bye.
i will miss you all.
Tuesday, January 19, 2010
Something that I've been wanting to know...
I know people lie for a lot of reasons. I know i do. haha.
But I havent done it in a long time. cuz theres no need for lying.
what i do a lot now is... digression. haha.
If you dont tell people stuff, they will never know and then you dont have to lie about stuff.
& I hate liars.
Well anywho the point to this whole thing is... someone is lying to me. or should i say "LIED" to me.
There are two people.
One of them is saying the truth.
The other obviously is lying to me.
One person, I would have to say... I dont see the point of them lying to me... but who knows!?
The other, there's an obvious reason. But still, dont lie. please. to me.
It's pretty sad.
I'm pretty sad.
Why do people gotta lie to me?
But I havent done it in a long time. cuz theres no need for lying.
what i do a lot now is... digression. haha.
If you dont tell people stuff, they will never know and then you dont have to lie about stuff.
& I hate liars.
Well anywho the point to this whole thing is... someone is lying to me. or should i say "LIED" to me.
There are two people.
One of them is saying the truth.
The other obviously is lying to me.
One person, I would have to say... I dont see the point of them lying to me... but who knows!?
The other, there's an obvious reason. But still, dont lie. please. to me.
It's pretty sad.
I'm pretty sad.
Why do people gotta lie to me?
Monday, January 18, 2010
Awesome Thao...
I want her new Album!!! hahaThao with the Get Down Stay Down in my living room from Yours Truly on Vimeo.
quote #11
“Have you ever thought about what protects our hearts? Just a cage of rib bones and other various parts. So it’s fairly simple to cut right through the mess and to stop the muscle that makes us confess. We are so fragile, and our cracking bones make noise. And we are just breakable, breakable, breakable girls and boys.”
| — | Breakable, Ingrid Michaelson |
Sunday, January 17, 2010
When we should start watching TV again?
Spartacus: Blood and Sand (on Starz/HBO) - January 22nd, 2010 at 10pm!
Gossip Girl episode 13, season 3 - MARCH 8th, 2010!
90210 episode 13, season 2 - MARCH 9th, 2010!!!
Glee - April 13th, 2010 Tuesdays! 9pm!
and omg. i cant believe i stopped watching THE HILLS! haha
so many shows to watch!!!
currently watching...
Friday Night Lights
Spartacus
The Hills (season 5)
Ghost Whisperer
Gossip Girl episode 13, season 3 - MARCH 8th, 2010!
90210 episode 13, season 2 - MARCH 9th, 2010!!!
Glee - April 13th, 2010 Tuesdays! 9pm!
and omg. i cant believe i stopped watching THE HILLS! haha
so many shows to watch!!!
currently watching...
Friday Night Lights
Spartacus
The Hills (season 5)
Ghost Whisperer
Thursday, January 14, 2010
Wednesday, January 13, 2010
Flowers in a Boot
Monday, January 11, 2010
Wrong or Right!?
So something came up. Has to do with my grandma.
she died. my freshmen year in HS. That was a big hit on me.
I was really close to her. I would go to her house everyday after school since... elementary school! (cuz we moved away, otherwise i would still be livin' with her)
but yea so anywho. she had cancer.
i think it runs in the family. kinda.
my father had cancer.
my grandma had cancer (mother's mother).
my grandma (father's mother) died of old age? she was 90 years old i think. april 23rd, 2007? was when she died. since 2010 is her 3 year memorial... in VN that i was asked to go to... but yea i saw her once. when i was 10. which was the first time i've been to VN.
my grandpa (mother's father) died a long time ago... i forgot why he did. sick probably.
my grandpa (father's father) is still alive! currently living in VN. i saw him that one time i went to VN.
so anywho here's what's happening. my grandma's grave (mother's side) is on a land that we bought. and we made a tombstone type of dealio. very big i guess... as people over there would say how "rich people" would do it. so now the priest over there is trying to make us crush that down and bring up the coffin and move my grandma into a different coffin and BUY another piece of land on the empty side of the cemetery and make it like "my dad's cemetery" up in happy valley/clackamas. like burying the people UNDERGROUND! instead of having a pop out coffin like box. which takes a lot of space...
Can they do this?
Isnt it messed up to bring up the dead again!?
unrespectful!?
is this a catholic thing to do?!
why bother digging up those graves and wasting more of THE PEOPLE'S MONEY that they dont have in VN!?
this is nonsense, is it not?!
tell me what you think!?
she died. my freshmen year in HS. That was a big hit on me.
I was really close to her. I would go to her house everyday after school since... elementary school! (cuz we moved away, otherwise i would still be livin' with her)
but yea so anywho. she had cancer.
i think it runs in the family. kinda.
my father had cancer.
my grandma had cancer (mother's mother).
my grandma (father's mother) died of old age? she was 90 years old i think. april 23rd, 2007? was when she died. since 2010 is her 3 year memorial... in VN that i was asked to go to... but yea i saw her once. when i was 10. which was the first time i've been to VN.
my grandpa (mother's father) died a long time ago... i forgot why he did. sick probably.
my grandpa (father's father) is still alive! currently living in VN. i saw him that one time i went to VN.
so anywho here's what's happening. my grandma's grave (mother's side) is on a land that we bought. and we made a tombstone type of dealio. very big i guess... as people over there would say how "rich people" would do it. so now the priest over there is trying to make us crush that down and bring up the coffin and move my grandma into a different coffin and BUY another piece of land on the empty side of the cemetery and make it like "my dad's cemetery" up in happy valley/clackamas. like burying the people UNDERGROUND! instead of having a pop out coffin like box. which takes a lot of space...
Can they do this?
Isnt it messed up to bring up the dead again!?
unrespectful!?
is this a catholic thing to do?!
why bother digging up those graves and wasting more of THE PEOPLE'S MONEY that they dont have in VN!?
this is nonsense, is it not?!
tell me what you think!?
Saturday, January 9, 2010
Friday, January 8, 2010
so i just checked my class schedule... I HAVE TO WALK BACK AND FORTH (4X) TO TWO DIFFERENT BUILDINGS EACH HOUR on MWF (my classes are back to back...)!!! 8:10am... But I get out early! 1:25pm! haha and i only have guitar class on THURSDAY! oh and ochem workshop... but i start at 4:10pm!!! i totally can sleep in that day! haha
movies to see!
Leap Year (jan 8)
Lovely bones (jan 15)
Legion (jan 22)
Creation (jan 22 - charles darwin)
Dear John (Feb 5th)
Valentine's Day (Feb 12th)
The Wolfman (Feb 12th)
Shutter Island (2/19)
Alice in Wonderland (mar 5th)
Remember me (mar 12th Rob pat)
The bounty hunter (mar 19th - jen +gerald)
Clash of the titans (mar 26)
The Back up plan (apr 16 jlo preggo)
Iron man 2 (may 7)
Shrek (may 21)
Sex and the city 2 (may 28)
Prince of Persia (may 28)
Jonah hex (june 18)
Eclipse (june 30)
Salt (july 23 - angelina jolie)
Harry potter part 1 (11/19/10)
Chronicles of narnia (12/11/10)
Resident evil AFTERLIFE (1/14/11)
Spider man 4 (5/6/11)
Transformers 3 (7/1/11)
Harry potter part 2 (7/15/11)
Pirates of the carribean: on stranger tides
Thursday, January 7, 2010
London...
So... I finally got the chance to talked to my mother about London.
She said I could go!
She asked me a lot of questions though...
Mommy: "Who's going with you?"
Me: "People."
Mommy: "Tony?"
Me: "No."
Mommy: "Christine?"
Me: "No...She goes to a different school..." Haha.
Mommy: "So you're going with no friends?"
Me: "Yea... Just people from school... that I know. But I dont care. I just want to travel."
Mommy: "You should reconsider. It's a lot of money... and none of your friends are going... Why don't you go with your friends during the summer or something? You can travel with them. It's cheaper and you get to have fun with your friends?"
Me: "So you're telling me not to go."
Mommy: "Well, it's up to you."
What do you think guys?
What should I do?
I have 6 days to think about this...
It's 5800 for 6 weeks in London. Living in apartments of downtown London. I'm taking 2 BIOLOGY classes... and one of them is with THE HARDEST TEACHER EVER (I had her for biology last year and I got a C... haha). Also, I get to go on some excursions with the group... and yea. Museums and etc...
I need to pay 1400 ish for plane tickets.
& then Food/Clothes/other expenses.
So probably around 9000 ish.
Is this worth it?
and I'll be straightforward... 9000 is a lot. It's like a whole year... (if you know what i mean). So year... All of this, I would have to take out LOANS... my debt is increasing each year... *sigh*...
IS THIS WORTH IT??!?!
She said I could go!
She asked me a lot of questions though...
Mommy: "Who's going with you?"
Me: "People."
Mommy: "Tony?"
Me: "No."
Mommy: "Christine?"
Me: "No...She goes to a different school..." Haha.
Mommy: "So you're going with no friends?"
Me: "Yea... Just people from school... that I know. But I dont care. I just want to travel."
Mommy: "You should reconsider. It's a lot of money... and none of your friends are going... Why don't you go with your friends during the summer or something? You can travel with them. It's cheaper and you get to have fun with your friends?"
Me: "So you're telling me not to go."
Mommy: "Well, it's up to you."
What do you think guys?
What should I do?
I have 6 days to think about this...
It's 5800 for 6 weeks in London. Living in apartments of downtown London. I'm taking 2 BIOLOGY classes... and one of them is with THE HARDEST TEACHER EVER (I had her for biology last year and I got a C... haha). Also, I get to go on some excursions with the group... and yea. Museums and etc...
I need to pay 1400 ish for plane tickets.
& then Food/Clothes/other expenses.
So probably around 9000 ish.
Is this worth it?
and I'll be straightforward... 9000 is a lot. It's like a whole year... (if you know what i mean). So year... All of this, I would have to take out LOANS... my debt is increasing each year... *sigh*...
IS THIS WORTH IT??!?!
Fun Facts?
Something interesting.... i think its pretty much...true. haha
"ROMANCE MATHEMATICS
Smart man + smart woman == romance
Smart man + dumb woman == affair
Dumb man + smart woman == marriage
Dumb man + dumb woman == pregnancy
OFFICE ARITHMETIC
Smart boss + smart employee == profit
Smart boss + dumb employee == production
Dumb boss + smart employee == promotion
Dumb boss + dumb employee == overtime
SHOPPING MATH
A man will pay $2 for a $1 item he needs.
A woman will pay $1 for a $2 item that she doesn't need.
GENERAL EQUATIONS & STATISTICS
A woman worries about the future until she gets a husband.
A man never worries about the future until he gets a wife.
A successful man is one who makes more money than his wife can spend.
A successful woman is one who can find such a man.
HAPPINESS
To be happy with a man, you must understand him a lot and love him a little.
To be happy with a woman, you must love her a lot and not try to understand her at all.
LONGEVITY
Married men live longer than single men do, but married men are a lot more willing to die.
PROPENSITY TO CHANGE
A woman marries a man expecting he will change, but he doesn't.
A man marries a woman expecting that she won't change, and she does.
DISCUSSION TECHNIQUE
A woman has the last word in any argument.
Anything a man says after that is the beginning of a new argument.
HOW TO STOP PEOPLE FROM BUGGING YOU ABOUT GETTING MARRIED
Old aunts used to come up to me at weddings, poking me in the ribs and cackling, telling me, "You're next." They stopped after I started doing the same thing to them at funerals."
"ROMANCE MATHEMATICS
Smart man + smart woman == romance
Smart man + dumb woman == affair
Dumb man + smart woman == marriage
Dumb man + dumb woman == pregnancy
OFFICE ARITHMETIC
Smart boss + smart employee == profit
Smart boss + dumb employee == production
Dumb boss + smart employee == promotion
Dumb boss + dumb employee == overtime
SHOPPING MATH
A man will pay $2 for a $1 item he needs.
A woman will pay $1 for a $2 item that she doesn't need.
GENERAL EQUATIONS & STATISTICS
A woman worries about the future until she gets a husband.
A man never worries about the future until he gets a wife.
A successful man is one who makes more money than his wife can spend.
A successful woman is one who can find such a man.
HAPPINESS
To be happy with a man, you must understand him a lot and love him a little.
To be happy with a woman, you must love her a lot and not try to understand her at all.
LONGEVITY
Married men live longer than single men do, but married men are a lot more willing to die.
PROPENSITY TO CHANGE
A woman marries a man expecting he will change, but he doesn't.
A man marries a woman expecting that she won't change, and she does.
DISCUSSION TECHNIQUE
A woman has the last word in any argument.
Anything a man says after that is the beginning of a new argument.
HOW TO STOP PEOPLE FROM BUGGING YOU ABOUT GETTING MARRIED
Old aunts used to come up to me at weddings, poking me in the ribs and cackling, telling me, "You're next." They stopped after I started doing the same thing to them at funerals."
It is time...
time for me to stay awake ALL night! all day. no sleeping.
i need to go back to regular schedule.... hopefully this will fix it.
and OMG. i finished season one! haha awesome!!!!
i need to go back to regular schedule.... hopefully this will fix it.
and OMG. i finished season one! haha awesome!!!!
Wednesday, January 6, 2010
New Obsession
Well I'm pretty much obsessed with MINKA KELLY! haha. She's "Autumn" from 500 days of Summer. Also, "Lyla" in FRIDAY NIGHT LIGHTS the TV SHOW. I'm watching it right now... season one... and its so GOOD! *sigh* 4 Seasons... i cant finish it before school starts... sucks.
Tuesday, January 5, 2010
Monday, January 4, 2010
Shows That I Watch (at least 5 episodes of):
24
30 Rock
Alias
America’s Next Top Model
Angel
Arrested Development
Babylon 5
Batman: The Animated Series
Battlestar Galactica (the old one)
Battlestar Galactica (the new one)
Baywatch
Beverly Hills 90210 (original)
Bewitched
Bonanza
Bones
Bosom Buddies
Boston Legal
Boy Meets World
Brothers And Sisters
Buffy the Vampire Slayer
Californication
Carnivale
Chappelle’s Show
Charlie’s Angels
Charmed
Cheers
Chuck
Clarissa Explains it All
Columbo
Commander in Chief
Crossing Jordan
CSI
CSI: Miami
CSI: NY
Curb Your Enthusiasm
Daria
Dark Angel
Dark Skies
DaVinci’s Inquest
Dawson’s Creek
Dead Like Me
Deadwood
Degrassi: The Next Generation
Designing Women
Desperate Housewives
Dexter
Dharma & Greg
Different Strokes
Doctor Who
Doug
Dragnet
Due South
ER
Everwood
Everybody Loves Raymond
Facts of Life
Family Guy
Farscape
Fawlty Towers
Felicity
Firefly
Frasier
Freaks & Geeks
Friends
Fringe
Futurama
Get Smart
Gilligan’s Island
Gilmore Girls
Gossip Girl
Grey’s Anatomy
Grange Hill
Growing Pains
Gunsmoke
Happy Days
Hell’s Kitchen
Hercules: the Legendary Journeys
Heroes
Home Improvement
Homicide: Life on the Street
House
I Dream of Jeannie
I Love Lucy
Invader Zim
Invasion
JAG
Jackass
Joey
Kim Possible
Knight Rider
Knight Rider: 2008
Kung Fu
Kung Fu: The Legend Continues
La Femme Nikita LA Law
Laverne and Shirley
Law and Order
Law and Order: SVU
Law and Order: CI
Leverage
Little House on the Prairie
Lizzie McGuire
Lois and Clark: The New Adventures of Superman
Lost
Lost in Space
MASH
MacGyver
Malcolm in the Middle
Married… With Children
McLeod’s Daughters
Medium
Melrose Place
Miami Vice
Mission: Impossible
Mod Squad
Monk
Mork & Mindy
Murphy Brown
My Life As A Dog
My Three Sons
My Two Dads
Mythbusters
NCIS
Ned Bigby’s Declassified School Survival Guide
Nip/Tuck
Numb3rs
One Tree Hill
Oz
Parks and Recreation
Perry Mason
Power Rangers
Press Gang
Prison Break
Private Practice
Privileged
Profiler
Project Runway
Psych
Pushing Daisies
Quantum Leap
Queer As Folk (US)
Queer as Folk (UK)
ReGenesis
Remington Steele
Rescue Me
Road Rules
ROME
Roseanne
Roswell
Sanctuary
Saturday Night Live
Scooby-Doo, Where Are You?
Scrubs
Seaquest DSV
Seinfeld
Sex and the City
Six Feet Under
Skins
Sister Sister
Slings and Arrows
Smallville
So Weird
South of Nowhere
South Park
Spaced
Spongebob Squarepants
St. Elsewhere
Star Trek
Star Trek: The Next Generation
Star Trek: Deep Space Nine
Star Trek: Voyager
Star Trek: Enterprise
Stargate Atlantis
Stargate SG-1
Starsky & Hutch
Superman
Supernatural
Surface
Survivor
Taxi
Teen Titans
That 70’s Show
That’s So Raven
The 4400
The Addams Family
The Amazing Race
The Andy Griffith Show
The A-Team
The Avengers
The Beverly Hillbillies
The Big Bang Theory
The Brady Bunch
The Cosby Show
The Daily Show
The Dead Zone
The Dick Van Dyke Show
The Flintstones
The Fresh Prince of Bel-Air
The Golden Girls
The Honeymooners
The Jeffersons
The Jetsons
The L Word
The Love Boat
The Magnificent Seven
The Mary Tyler Moore Show
The Monkees
The Munsters
The Office (US)
The Powerpuff Girls
The Pretender
The Real World
The Shield
The Simpsons
The Six Million Dollar Man
The Sopranos
The Suite Life of Zack and Cody
The Twilight Zone
The Waltons
The West Wing
The Whitest Kids U’ Know
The Wonder Years
The X-Files
Third Watch
Three’s Company
Twin Peaks
Twitch City
Unfabulous
Ugly Betty
Veronica Mars
Weeds
Whose Line is it Anyway? (US)
Whose Line is it Anyway? (UK)
Will and Grace
Wings
Wonder Showzen
Xena: Warrior Princess
30 Rock
7th Heaven
ALF Alias
All That
American GothicAmerica’s Next Top Model
Angel
Arrested Development
Babylon 5
Batman: The Animated Series
Battlestar Galactica (the old one)
Battlestar Galactica (the new one)
Baywatch
Beverly Hills 90210 (original)
Bewitched
Bonanza
Bones
Bosom Buddies
Boston Legal
Boy Meets World
Brothers And Sisters
Buffy the Vampire Slayer
Californication
Carnivale
Chappelle’s Show
Charlie’s Angels
Charmed
Cheers
Chuck
Clarissa Explains it All
Columbo
Commander in Chief
Crossing Jordan
CSI
CSI: Miami
CSI: NY
Curb Your Enthusiasm
Daria
Dark Angel
Dark Skies
DaVinci’s Inquest
Dawson’s Creek
Dead Like Me
Deadwood
Degrassi: The Next Generation
Designing Women
Desperate Housewives
Dexter
Dharma & Greg
Different Strokes
Doctor Who
Doug
Dragnet
Due South
ER
Everwood
Everybody Loves Raymond
Facts of Life
Family Guy
Farscape
Fawlty Towers
Felicity
Firefly
Frasier
Freaks & Geeks
Friends
Fringe
Futurama
Get Smart
Gilligan’s Island
Gilmore Girls
Gossip Girl
Grey’s Anatomy
Grange Hill
Growing Pains
Gunsmoke
Happy Days
Hell’s Kitchen
Hercules: the Legendary Journeys
Heroes
Home Improvement
Homicide: Life on the Street
House
I Dream of Jeannie
I Love Lucy
Invader Zim
Invasion
JAG
Jackass
Joey
Kim Possible
Knight Rider
Knight Rider: 2008
Kung Fu
Kung Fu: The Legend Continues
La Femme Nikita LA Law
Laverne and Shirley
Law and Order
Law and Order: SVU
Law and Order: CI
Leverage
Little House on the Prairie
Lizzie McGuire
Lois and Clark: The New Adventures of Superman
Lost
Lost in Space
MASH
MacGyver
Malcolm in the Middle
Married… With Children
McLeod’s Daughters
Medium
Melrose Place
Miami Vice
Mission: Impossible
Mod Squad
Monk
Mork & Mindy
Murphy Brown
My Life As A Dog
My Three Sons
My Two Dads
Mythbusters
NCIS
Ned Bigby’s Declassified School Survival Guide
Nip/Tuck
Numb3rs
One Tree Hill
Oz
Parks and Recreation
Perry Mason
Power Rangers
Press Gang
Prison Break
Private Practice
Privileged
Profiler
Project Runway
Psych
Pushing Daisies
Quantum Leap
Queer As Folk (US)
Queer as Folk (UK)
ReGenesis
Remington Steele
Rescue Me
Road Rules
ROME
Roseanne
Roswell
Sanctuary
Saturday Night Live
Scooby-Doo, Where Are You?
Scrubs
Seaquest DSV
Seinfeld
Sex and the City
Six Feet Under
Skins
Sister Sister
Slings and Arrows
Smallville
So Weird
South of Nowhere
South Park
Spaced
Spongebob Squarepants
St. Elsewhere
Star Trek
Star Trek: The Next Generation
Star Trek: Deep Space Nine
Star Trek: Voyager
Star Trek: Enterprise
Stargate Atlantis
Stargate SG-1
Starsky & Hutch
Superman
Supernatural
Surface
Survivor
Taxi
Teen Titans
That 70’s Show
That’s So Raven
The 4400
The Addams Family
The Amazing Race
The Andy Griffith Show
The A-Team
The Avengers
The Beverly Hillbillies
The Big Bang Theory
The Brady Bunch
The Cosby Show
The Daily Show
The Dead Zone
The Dick Van Dyke Show
The Flintstones
The Fresh Prince of Bel-Air
The Golden Girls
The Honeymooners
The Jeffersons
The Jetsons
The L Word
The Love Boat
The Magnificent Seven
The Mary Tyler Moore Show
The Monkees
The Munsters
The Office (US)
The Powerpuff Girls
The Pretender
The Real World
The Shield
The Simpsons
The Six Million Dollar Man
The Sopranos
The Suite Life of Zack and Cody
The Twilight Zone
The Waltons
The West Wing
The Whitest Kids U’ Know
The Wonder Years
The X-Files
Third Watch
Three’s Company
Twin Peaks
Twitch City
Unfabulous
Ugly Betty
Veronica Mars
Weeds
Whose Line is it Anyway? (US)
Whose Line is it Anyway? (UK)
Will and Grace
Wings
Wonder Showzen
Xena: Warrior Princess
Can't Sleep!!!!
What is wrong with me?
Why can't I sleep!?
I am really tired and sleepy! BUT I can't SLEEP!?
This is a problem.
*SIGH*
I've been thinking.
will I change... if someone special entered my life?
will I neglect my friends? will I spend all my time with that someone?
will I be the same person as I am now?
I remember saying I won't change...
Hopefully, I won't become like everyone I know who's in/has been in a relationship (they've changed).
AND one more thing.
... I will not shed a single tear for a BOY ever.
My bitterness towards boys has skyrocketed recently...
Don't worry, this didn't turn me into a gay/a lesbian... haha.
I like boys... I just haven't found the right one yet, I guess.
(BTW, when I think someone is hot/pretty, a girl, it doesnt mean that I'm gay... I just think she's hot/pretty).
Oh why am I talking about boys? They are such a nuisance.
The pain they gave me. Leaving me and yea... ugh. I don't remember their faces anymore...
Anywho.
Happy thoughts.
I need to clean my room again.
so messy. again.
i will throw everything away tomorrow!
Why can't I sleep!?
I am really tired and sleepy! BUT I can't SLEEP!?
This is a problem.
*SIGH*
I've been thinking.
will I change... if someone special entered my life?
will I neglect my friends? will I spend all my time with that someone?
will I be the same person as I am now?
I remember saying I won't change...
Hopefully, I won't become like everyone I know who's in/has been in a relationship (they've changed).
AND one more thing.
... I will not shed a single tear for a BOY ever.
My bitterness towards boys has skyrocketed recently...
Don't worry, this didn't turn me into a gay/a lesbian... haha.
I like boys... I just haven't found the right one yet, I guess.
(BTW, when I think someone is hot/pretty, a girl, it doesnt mean that I'm gay... I just think she's hot/pretty).
Oh why am I talking about boys? They are such a nuisance.
The pain they gave me. Leaving me and yea... ugh. I don't remember their faces anymore...
Anywho.
Happy thoughts.
I need to clean my room again.
so messy. again.
i will throw everything away tomorrow!
MY NEW FAV TV SHOW!
yes.
It is GLEE!!!!
Just an update if you dont know... my favorite tv shows!
1. The O.C.
2. Glee
3. Gossip Girl
4. Ghost Whisperer
4. 90210
It is GLEE!!!!
Just an update if you dont know... my favorite tv shows!
1. The O.C.
2. Glee
3. Gossip Girl
4. Ghost Whisperer
4. 90210
Sunday, January 3, 2010
Findings
Wow... Glee is a really good show.
Hmm... I finally found the ring that a friend gave me over the summer. I admire that person very much. I wouldn't say that I "love" the person, but pretty close to it. Too bad we stopped talking... I'm sad. I'm too scared to call them. Hahaha.
Ugh... I think I've let a lot of my "happiness" go or go by me like that... Theres nothing I can do...
well one more week of break.
everyone is gone now! i guess that is a good thing... since im getting so fat now.
i need to start exercising...
ugh.
so i cleaned my room and came across my pad of "THINGS YOU DO THAT REALLY PISS ME OFF" it seems to me that... im too scared to give it to people haha. well to people that i should really give it to at least. i only gave it to 2 people. the only ones who i could be honest with and feel like they wont hate me for it, for being me, for tellling the truth. *sigh* one of them didnt take it that great... haha but its all cool... i hope/think. i think these are the two people who could do w/e... and get away with it. haha hmmm and that means a lot. i know i forgive people easily... but i put a barrier when it is needed. once the barrier is up, it wont come down. *sigh* sadly, all of my barriers are up.
Hmm... I finally found the ring that a friend gave me over the summer. I admire that person very much. I wouldn't say that I "love" the person, but pretty close to it. Too bad we stopped talking... I'm sad. I'm too scared to call them. Hahaha.
Ugh... I think I've let a lot of my "happiness" go or go by me like that... Theres nothing I can do...
well one more week of break.
everyone is gone now! i guess that is a good thing... since im getting so fat now.
i need to start exercising...
ugh.
so i cleaned my room and came across my pad of "THINGS YOU DO THAT REALLY PISS ME OFF" it seems to me that... im too scared to give it to people haha. well to people that i should really give it to at least. i only gave it to 2 people. the only ones who i could be honest with and feel like they wont hate me for it, for being me, for tellling the truth. *sigh* one of them didnt take it that great... haha but its all cool... i hope/think. i think these are the two people who could do w/e... and get away with it. haha hmmm and that means a lot. i know i forgive people easily... but i put a barrier when it is needed. once the barrier is up, it wont come down. *sigh* sadly, all of my barriers are up.
Friday, January 1, 2010
yay its new year!
happy freakin' new year people!
2010! so how are we writing the date? 01/01/10? i think so. haha.
anywho. im so happy. spent newyears eve with my awesome friends! i love them. i seriously do. oh. boy. hahaha. yea. iono. i cant sleep. even though i should. im not feeling that great. mothers might figure it out. iono why they're still awake. weird. uhhh yea i need sleep. haha i think that was all i wanted to say.
less gay. (in my pants)
yes. im not gay. (in my pants)
i love boys. haha. (in my pants)
haha ok. i need to sleep. headache! i hate beer. never give me beer.
again. i love my friends...
(in my pants) hahah!
2010! so how are we writing the date? 01/01/10? i think so. haha.
anywho. im so happy. spent newyears eve with my awesome friends! i love them. i seriously do. oh. boy. hahaha. yea. iono. i cant sleep. even though i should. im not feeling that great. mothers might figure it out. iono why they're still awake. weird. uhhh yea i need sleep. haha i think that was all i wanted to say.
less gay. (in my pants)
yes. im not gay. (in my pants)
i love boys. haha. (in my pants)
haha ok. i need to sleep. headache! i hate beer. never give me beer.
again. i love my friends...
(in my pants) hahah!
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