living @ school

so bassically just wanted you guys to catch up with my LAME life! haha

IM TOO LAZY TO DO HW/STUDY. SO IMMA BLOG IN THE MEAN TIME.
So, lately i've been feeling happy (or at least i try to make myself happy). feeling sad and nostalgic wont help in anyway. Though, i think about the past a lot still. just random stuff when something hit that spot and brings a flashback! sad/happy moments, but that doesnt matter, what matter is the memory is still there somewhere. I hate it when i forget something, but the lost of old memories bring new memories! right? haha. anywho...

I've been at school a lot. but it doesnt mean that hw/studying is being done. more like distractions! too many people at the library nowadays. i need to find a new spot somewhere so no one can distract me! i need to focus and stop hanging out with people. my first ochem exam didnt go so well. *sigh* im pretty sad. i kinda study, but then i underestimated how hard the test was gonna be and i didnt know how Dr. Bard was gonna write the exam. It would be nice to have a study group with people, but most of them are in the different class! so lame. then again, i have this problem with asking people for help. *sigh* oh the pride that i have. it gets in the way sometimes... BUT i love to help others. I would offer to help UNLIKE SOME PEOPLE! that annoys me a little. *sigh* why can't we all help each other out!? some people are just too selfish!

anywho enough with school. so i went to the VEGFEST today. it was cool. FREE SAMPLES! i went with a friend, the only one that wanted to go with me! haha the lame friends i have. he's a nice guy and i got to know him a little better! it was a great day. What i loved most about it was: free samples of course! got to try a lot of ice cream flavors! out of all, i liked coconut and mint chocolate! umm they had some vegan chocolate bars, but i didnt like it. didnt taste right/good. i liked the hemp milk! it was good! too bad i didnt get to take any bottles of it! i saw someone take one bottle, but i didnt think it was for free! and so i tried a sample and asked "how much it was" and she said it wasnt for sale there but i could get it at like WHOLE FOODS or stores like it... ugh. i shoulda just take one when they werent looking! haha jk. but yea we got a lot of stufff. kept going back for seconds for a lot of the booths. like TEA (rreallly good tea, will go buy some at WHOLE FOODS!!) ICE CREAM! CRACKERS - kale, vitacrisps? and others... we grabbed like 8 WHOLE FOODS GREEN BAGS and ORGANIC APPLES and bottles of this one drink that i forgot the name of and am too lazy to go look! hahah but yea we are so asian! i felt like we got our 5 dollars worth (for admissions). haha. it was nice learning about being a vegan. but i dont think i will ever become one. maybe once in a while but not for life. i love my steaks too much. OH, the veggie pattie that i tried at the fest was SO SO SO GOOD! totally buying it. i feel like if i lived out and not at home, i would become a vegan though. cook for myself and everything. but since i live at home, mom's cooking is what i will have to eat or go out to eat. like when she went to vietnam last summer, me and my friend made veggie burgers, pancakes, mash (not mash potatoes, but mash like chopped veggies) and stuff to eat. it was good. so yea. i can survive without my mom's cooking with the help of friends. haha. even though i want to help earth, i dont think with me switching to vegan can help it... the earth will still be destroyed by global warming which is caused by eating ANIMALS? haha i dont know, i'll have to read this one article first and i'll tell you guys about it later.

Okay. done with me venting about ochem and my fun fun fun day. now time to write lab reports and papers for FINE ARTS and study OCHEM and PHYSIOLOGY! and BIBLICAL TRADITIONS AND CULTURES!