happy new year

so a new year is beginning!
and im sitting at home at the moment... thinking or pondering on whether or not i should go to this one event. haha i know that in the back of my head, i do want to go, but something is telling me not to. i know what it is. but i shouldnt let it effect me. *sigh*

starting today... this new year, everything is going to change.

haha ok im gonna write in viet now. haha i feel like it!

chuc mung nam moi.

mot nam moi sap den roi. thoi gian troi qua nhan qua. minh khong biet lam cai gi het! mot nam buon da qua. nam moi nay can phai vui ve hon. minh suy nghi nhieu qua. can phai nghung. ok. chuc moi nguoi mot nam moi binh an va manh khoe, va hoc gioi! cho mai sau duoc van su nhu y! haha song lau tram tuoi. haha.

minh nghi minh ghen voi ban trai cua ban minh. haha! cung khong phai la ghen. giong nhu khong thich moi dung. haha. i dont know. nhung minh vui tai vi ban cua minh kiem duoc mot nguoi roi... i'm very happy. minh nghi toi phien minh... hopefully this year?! haha. we will see.

i neeed to listen to vietnamese songs. im losing my viet! i used to write so well... this is like... sad common words... ugh. im sad.

ok. i guess im going to the event later... hahah we will see how it goes.
i know its gonna be awkward...

oh btw, im waiting for my "year" and maybe this might be it...

i got accepted to the LONDON BIOLOGY program at school...
i need to talk to my mother now... iono. i have a feeeling i wont go.. cuz its 5800 without airfare and food money... and tickets are like 1500 ish... right now... so thats like 7200 already.. without food! and we all know that i enjoy eating out... so for 6 weeks... in london... how much would be enough for FOOD!? hhaha i think all together this trip will cost me 9000. so 1800 for food and shopping perhaps!? haha i think thats good. ok... i need to raise 9000... well i need 800 by jan 15th.... *sigh* SOMEONE PLEASE TELL ME IF I SHOULD GO OR NOT! i need advice! dont tell me what i "want" to hear! tell me the truth!!!